A new year day.....^^

Happy New Year!!
This year althoungh hv to face all the new challenges bt this year is a blessed new year^^
Study~~
Result~~
This is the most pressurise me.....T.T
Bt......

God is the hope of God...
Sure i trust Him can bring me,lead me to overcome all this chanllenges...^^

Happy new year...^^

A meaningfull christmas.....^^

This is my saman neh....~~

Hmm............
Christmas.......

The Christmas day,that day i was busying my christmas stuff........
The whole day,(If not mistaken) from 10am until 3pm doing my stuff,non stop...

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Arrange chairs,
Make a stage,
The way to arrange chairs,
many problems hv to solve on the spot.......

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Wow,tiring.....................
And also torturing my brain.......
Cuz i dun like to think de....^^
Especially how to solve problems in an event.....
Luckly,that day blessed by God.......
Weather,Food,amount of ppl,all out my expectation......
And from this event i experienced God caring of me, erm, all of us...
and wat HE done it has His own order......
Indeed,i hv learnt alot in this event and pulling my heart bak to youth.....
Thx God....
Bt i know myself well,
Till nw i quit mischievous ,

NAUGHTY is not for me......^^

Also i enjoyed..........
I enjoyed all the time,i hv a good memory..........

admitted,I'm tried my best.........
Is cream de la cream..........^^
Although is tiring for me...........
But.........
Its a meaningfull christmas...........^^

Wah.............BuSy holiday....^^

Yeah....................
1st,hv to tell myself "I must enjoy and appreciate this moment......or else u will regret o!!"
Ya,these few days i hv been busy my christmas stuff.....
Of cuz,next few days i will b more busy......cuz christmas is around the corner....!!
I'm here to wish u all a early MERRY CHRISTMAS.....^^

Ya,my feeling problems.....finally......settel......^^

Hmm,originally i planned this holiday wanna full use of time to study.......
However,
My mood doesn't follow my instruction...
keep on no mood study.....
delay and delay keep on finding excuses........T.T
I find out sth.........
Many ppl also similar with me o....^^


Didnt touch book at all.......^^

Erm,Ya,there few day my pocket money flow out like a water......
Bt,its worth..................................................^^
And i hope money can automatically come to find me....^^
Sure hv to pray loh.............
Bt.......................
Hmm....................

And,i find out...............
Actually i quit.........influence ppl......
Erm,wat i said wat i done,i not really remember......bt got a ppl told me that my words my action alrdy changing their mindset there own weaknesss......^^
Haha........perhaps my mouth can influence ppl walking to a bright future,think positively,encourage them.......bla bla bla....
In the mean time, I also changing myself.......^^
Erm,learn how to b a (respective,well palnning,attractive,more responsible,and more and more.....) guy.........^^

Sometimes,i can teach ppl well.....console,incentive and encourage them....bla bla bla..
Sometimes,i cant do it.........Cause.....I also a human ma...nid ppl to encourage me,to console me...WHEN i'm weak.......

By and large..................

I'm a human also.........
Will done sth wrong......
Condone is necessary for me and u all........

2day i get a "saman".....T.T

Hehe....1st times experiecse o^^
Today i went to tuition about 8.30am.....
Be4 i was go out I realised that my car has been drive by my dad....
Hehe,go "refill" fuel for me a~~^^
Thn sure will late de loh,cuz my ttn start at 8.30am.....

K,my dad was bak....
Thn u know me wat....speed.....to ttn.....
And thn,i parked my car near the pasar there loh....thn that time i was thought no nid put so many money de lah...nobody will check de GUA......
Hmm,thn i just put in 50sen oli.....

Whn i reached my ttn centre....aiya...ppl ask me did u put token into the wat wat parking meter a....duno wat should call the stupid thing......

K,after finished my ttn....went to my car and thn...............^^
Quit tranquil,and i realised my car got a long long de paper wor....
Whn i saw..............And got witnesses also o~~
Oh,SAMAN o~~^^
Thn phone my dad and told him I kena saman jor......T.T
That time,i really felt that i'm unfortune o~~
Haiz........
Thn nvm loh,God gave me a good experience to receive a saman....^^
Actually not a big deal lah........
Just 1st times received a SAMAN.......

Hmm,once the problem can b solved with money.....There is nothing to worry about...
Cuz v can earn money wat.....Earn money,Use money..normal wat....A natural cycle o^^

So next time once u get Saman should call ur dad 1st mayb can pay less o....^^

Next time show u the pic(saman)....^^



Erm,about my feeling again o!!
Actually i dun want to think much jor de....
Bt duno y the feeling...quit strong xia de....make me......insomia gua.....
Duno,i hope God can lead me...
Let me know how and what should I do loh........
Hmmm.........so one day.......dia will know my feeling de.....
Why i wanna let dia know leh......??
Cuz i dun want to regret,Dun want to miss dia....
Hope Hope..........erm dun want tel u all 1st.....^^

Feeling....II....Holding a chance.......

Hmm,actually these few days quit struggling about my feeling....

I duno how to do....

But its really make me uncomfortable.....

Wanna tell.......

It's not a suitable time......

I hv confirmed my feeling........

I duno what kind of feeling...........has......

This kind of feeling......its natural....

Just like a friendship......the "connections" between u n my friends is form naturally....

I duno how long I can keep this feeling inside my heart....

Patience...............



I think I can keep it......


I hv no idea to solve this kind of feeling..........


Its vry intricated...........


It's depand on me.........



But...............


I scare..........


Afraid that......


Haiz...................



I think mayb there isn't a time for me to tell my feeling to.........


I know, God will make a way for me.............


I duno why.......bt thanks God........


And..............



I assured.......


If I get the chance.......i will hold it........i wont miss it........


I will..............

Feelings..........

There are many types of feelings in out humanity,no matter how v behave how v act....the feeling that inside ur heart will "float" out in ur behaviour....
As v can notice that people have different personality. In the world,there r billions of ppl live in this holy land and this land has lots of different personalities...
A person such as me,i'm a human,sure...(sorry,just an introduction) i hv different personality,in these personalities,some r good some r bad....rite??(asking useless Q)^^
So no human is a perfect human except,JESUS.HE is the one who had been a human...He is perfect. He is a perfect human. Nobody like Him,because He is God's son. That is why our human hv to learn from Him....^^

Feelings come from our truth personality,a truth side of the ppl....V cant cover or even hide our feeling inside our heart,although v can pretend it through our gesture or our outside look.
But non of us can conceal our sadness,happiness,and ect.

I will ask why our human hv such feelings??
And i found out the ans,
Try to think in different perspective,
1st, if v dun hv feeling how should v go to communicate with each others??
For instance,i'm crying...thn ppl know sth is happened to me..they can guess the inccident erm....not good to me,feel sad.....
2nd, when v happy feel proud enjoying sth,sure,v will smile,laugh,or mayb hv joys of tear.....ect. Ppl can make a speculation and know sth making us vry happy,a good inccident...bla bla bla..
so feel happy....

All these kind of things v cant hide,and the feel that u hv cant b hidden....is normal....
As a norm person,v hv to experience all kind of feelings....like joys,happy,angry,anxious,sad,moody...............many a~~
2day,i just wanna to tell u all and also remind me......
feelings no matter to who to what kind of things to wat knod of event o inccident,just express it out......b an original ppl tht u r......bad charateristics v change,good humanity v maintain it....

Feelings that created by GOD,tht all r unique......so appreciate it and b a good humanity,hv a great moral values also as a role model to our friends o ur siblings....
Yes finally tired,just nw phone ppl and ppl phone me make me not sleepy,now sleepy alrdy later continue part II....

By and large,feelings to a person that r extremely crucial its promote a comunication between ppl, understand each others,and many many "functions".....^^

that ppl ya.......should appreciate my saliva and my energy to chat with u....^^
Just u and me de secret....shhhhhhhh.................^^sleep loh...morning....

FIRST times~~~~~..........

Hey guys,its been a long time neh......
First,i hv to thx GOD gave me a good experienced......and also for those who pay there condolence to me...thx a..now i'm getting better and fully recover soon...
Previously,i hv been busy my study form day until night quit tired bt at least that is the way to make me acheive my goal......haha....my target,FULL As o~~ not easy,hope to get it...i know,bt i can make it....

Well planning,carry out wat i hv planned,follow the schedule,yes....i make it...i really make it.....it's truth,not lie to anybody......... i can do it according to my plan....just duno how to emphasize the topic and catch wat the questions wanted....

Exam was go well....1 paper passed,2nd papper passed,and etc....quit fun and exited....BUT after the maths paper on that day nitez,my stomach start to pain.....wasai,thn i fast fast go on my bed to sleep.....next day.about 6am i thought it was gastric...thn wait until 9am mum bring me to clinic and the doctor also said gastric......bak hum.......bt still pain.....vomit,painful,suffering,.....haiz....terrible that time...

Slept all the time...but duno y the pain stilll doesn't reduce bt getting more pain and pain....haiz.....until nitez go seek for second doctor......he said it was "feng tong"...not mang chang yan....bt mayb it also mang chang yan....(cause that time the doc press my abdomen-down right of my abdomen) not so pain and my respond just ok loh pain pain di....if mang chang yan i will b vry painful...so,again bak hum....untill 11sth wasai........beh tahan....my parent straigh away sent me to hospital....the doc take my blood for blood test...if white blood cells higher thn red blood cells thn it exactly is a mang chang yan....and the result was....expected.....thn sleep at hospital a nite cause be4 the operation i had ate sth so hv to wait 6 hrs......that nitez i was alone....

Next day,parent came to hospital and woke me up......thn around 8am i was pushed into the surgery room...and became unconscious......(i duno how the doctor do the operation on my body lah......) haha........until i awake...the painful reduced but just my scar there still pain....entirely the painful was reduced......haha.......so now at home rest....enjoyable bt not fun at all....it cost my parent quit amount of money too.....

Anyway 1st times experienced excruciate in 24 hrs......u know....whole day live in pain leh......excruciatingly....T.T...
Now feel more better sat hv to sit the MUET exam.....T.T
haha.........so,next time if u all got such pain especially right down side of the abdomen must go hospital o....

What do u think about ur life??

In my life...start from form 1 my life getting better and better.....until form 5 mayb my form 5 life is the most climax....for me....now i'm think i drop into the valley....hehe....i mean my busy life....but i more enjoy focus in study...cause form 6 i made a firmly decision for myself i must study mustn't waste time and try my best to get the best result.....i know i'm not that intellegence that is y i work hard...work harder that ppl...

In my opinion i always invoke "i'm not that clever,i must work harder that others ppl".....but for me...sth that i'm nt in passion on it i cant focus it....cant work it well....e.g sejarah...nt interested at all....the enthusiasm is crucial to compelling u to do it....no matter how ordeal,u r just try ur best to reach ur target...and the determionation from urself also vital to reach ur target....
A persevere is needed to make ur target to be successed also need alot of knowledge to step into ur success.... Ppl said knowledge is power...but for me...there aren't. The foremost is ur behaviour...ur behaviour(e.g passion,determination,courage and ect.) to complete ur ambition...secondly is ur knowledge...than ur knowledge will assist,this is your power.....

That is why ppl nid to study...to gain knowledge.....something that astonish me is i crave to get get more money by selling my skill and my knowledge....and aggle over every ounce with them finially i lose....be2 of my dady....(sorry is not convenience to tell u more i know its quit ambiguous)...let it b...now i nid money to futher traning my drum skill to b a professional drummer....and hv a fun in ochestra amuse myself and satisfy my desire....wakaka.....amateur drummer o astronomy also can.......cause i will more enjoy to do wat i want to do.....NOT only me.....everybody,60billons ppl in the world also laitis...

NOW my life just hv usual getting better thn previous.....accept the environment and accept the reality and try my best to obey the rules....and also try to participate any koko.....i mean about the organize of an event.....and also be consultant of all kind of event...wakaka.....cause no nid do bt just talk and give my opinion....hehe...suit me this type of lazy ppl.......ok......lastly,i hope got some philanthropist can sponsor me to learn drum??haha....joking ..how about my dad?? plz....i dun want burden my dad.....and i want b indepandenced and ease my family financial burden....as much as i can.....this is my target hv to reach....of course that is many target that i hv made....i hv to make it truth.....

Izzit me?? and StupId SchOoL..........!!

HAiz...........2day stay at hum....for whole day.....duno y so enjoyable....haha....
Last time i wont "guai guai" stay at hum de........bt 2day so shock.......stay at hum study,watch movie,sleep,listen songs,and on9........hehe........

I really dun like go the stupid school......just like hving form 5 live....although the syallbus is different...but the stupid teacher want us do this and that....waste our money to buy that super uglg tie.....gv to the dog..the dog will dun want to wear the tie also.....and one name tag cost RM10....aiya..wat also talk about the money...USELESS...n...walao....teachers at there no brain want.....lack of leadership lack of planning lack of communication.....walao.....worst thn my secondary school.....

still hv 14months to stay at that stupid school....DEC is not count in....luckily....and also some of the teacher quit lazy.......pass her obligation to the new teacher and the combanation of classes..like tutorial...walao lagi teruk...(except phy)....i cant even concerntrate at all......go there waste time waste money......waste my energy and also waste my petrol..if din go school the attandance will b worst....haiz......just can b patience...

Duno how to say duno how to describe the school.....start from i stepped into the school alrdy struggle want to study form 6 ont......i make my final decision alrdy dun want burden my family so decided to study frm 6.....but after form 6....i duno i can go in U ont.....cause i konw once i cant b patience any more.....i sure will argue with teacher......violence MAYB cant b avoided...so I duno want how to do...and wat should do....just focus on study and participate on koko...as an ordinary member....ya ,it make me more relex to b a member....n no nid to plan to lead to argue.....

From my perspective....i DUN EVEN like this school....but friends....friends mayb can cause me to do sth that as a student wat should.......hehe.......this is wat i perceived from my self.......and i also hope that fast fast finish STPM......go somewhere that i want to go......and freedom....i nid this.........cause i dun like rules.....like a bird live in a cage......no freedom......die faster......^^

2day just this bit bit sharing.......next time got time i will write more and more detail....

2day i saw a hope.......

Today when i was in school.....just on the way walked back to my class from the office...i saw an aeroplane...that the plane is flight on about 30degree upthrust and forward...thn my mind suddenly reckon why man can build an aeroplane?? its awesome....why man can drive an aeroplane fly in the sky?? that really need lots of technique and utilize high level of knowledge to build a safety and stable and good aeroplanes....
On the moment I feel that I also can do it....because i know aeroplane created by human....and this all just need knowledge.....i tell myself,i crave to have a private aeroplane or just want to travel around the world...let off my vexation,miserable,pressure and problems.....hehe.....so free....

but than,i also make a deal with myself to study well earn more money and learn to b a proffesional engineer to create something new to convenience our live....and merely working.....
On the other hand,my enthusiasm in science knowledge are.....how to say...just want to learn it more n more.....to upgrade myself.....i hope my life will full of adventurous and exited event....haha...

Nowadays,the advancement of technology getting faster and faster....the nano-tech onslaught to our life...it skim the old and big size of something such as computer...it getting small and small...holistically bring out a fashion and convenient and popular to our contemporary....
I just wonder that why our human being hv a such high wisdom to create this things....its bring me to another side to consider that it is God that given us a such super highly wisdom to make these lastest and high-tech facilities and amelity......ya this knowledge (all) are belong to God.....
He is the one who gave us this wisdom and now v should appreciate it and not for warfare.......

bak to my mood today......just enjoying the class and go bak sleep jor almost 4 hours.....tiring and nothing much special......but i felt comfortable when i look the sky its bring to a feel like freedom and hv a cosy mentality....haha.....i like sky i also like the sea and desire to hv a look to a noce scenery............its really gv me a good mood......^^

Wow.........long time din pour out my real feeling alrdy...

Hmm......around this few weeks i hv overcome many problems and experiences gained into my growing stage....I learnt how to speak in a manners way and behave well in that place.....
Of course,at the school they hv no oppoturnity to c.......me behave like this...

just wanna tell u a testimony.....last time when i was at tuition center i played with my friends but duno how i make him angry alrdy....and scold me go bak home lah......thn i din say anything...just went bak to home.....once i stepped into my house i realised that i hv a date with my kai jie...OMG...in that moment i still cant remember i hv a date with her.....well eventually still can chase the time to watch movie....I can even now feel that God is besides me....He know me well He understand me thoroughly....I really thanks my Lord....

Another inciddent was happened recently.....my friend and my another friend just name it as X and Y......X and Y both of them actually misundersatnd each other....they started to quarrel due to small little things....finally both of them didn't speak amongst them...the caramaderie amongst them spoilted...this inccident progresses intricately and at the end be4 we hv a trip to P.D my friends Z as a intermediator bring them into a room and say or tell or argue just wanna them to settel their misunderstand......thanks GOD.....it settled and V go P.D to enjoy our indepandent days countdown.........and tay a night.....

About my school work.....wat i worry is i somewhat scare I cant handle it well....cause i know that what i'm doing in my class....just mischievous and cant concertrate in class especially on chy period....duno why.....and always want to chat with ppl....feel emptiness in my heart....duno o....I can alwys tell or console my friends to b strong and optimistic bla bla bla....sometimes i cant stand in this "position" cause i.........

Hmm....just hope that i can make myself to study WITH the enjoying ways and distinct and effective way to let me hv a good memory about the syllabus......

K lah.......wanna oi oi jor,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,^^

What happening to me?? What has happened to me??

This few days i wonder that i really suitable to take this challenge ont....??
STPM....this mayb a good experience to myself to grow in my part of life!!
I wondering that i can study ont....cause it really make me tired......
Undoubtedly,stressful...and headache....
Well,when i heard that got a student get a extremely good result in phy...i perish the thought....

This few days not only ordeal my mental to force myself to undersatnd the syallbus but also try to get a smart way to learn the syallbus.......All wat i done,thank GOD i get something n i found a way....bt it really exhausted my physically energy.....

One day,i hv found that my eyes hv blur visual on the board when i was copying the words on board...on that moment,my brain told me perhaps u hv short-sighteness....wow..this was my speculation.....i tended refuse to wear spectacles due to an incident...that time i was standard 6....deeply jab my heart...that's y i swear to my self no going to wear spectacles again...
Hmm....coincidently i found that i hv no short-sighteness but hv a diversion of light and long-signhteness...@@ all were my conjesture....dun take it serious FIRST....

So,come bak to my charater...i really duno why my unique charater will laitis....i suspect that i hv a fierce emotional temper....not only violent, but also bad charateristic....that cultivated in my heart....indeedly need a vocation...perhaps under a stress conditon can make me more mature but the tension from myself will kill me soon......Notwithstanding,i felt that i was persevere(formely) to reach my anticipate....but i cant even lull myself or gv me self ha a peace and stressless time............EXCEPT swimming and entertaiments.....
HAiz....most of the time stay in a competive environments...really take my life.....probably GOD has given me a good environment to train me instead to give me a preparation before i step into the REAL SOCIAL.....
Well...i hv no idea...HE has a plan on me....just follow.....

Wanna ask that where and which one is my weakness and talent....??(based on physically ,mentally, or charater or watever lah).....
Mind to write it down ur comment??
Dun worry i wont get angry on u.........

Haiz nid to study again lah..................T.T
really nid ppl care on me.........

till here.....

Tough....aNd...HOPE

I remembered that i was young.....that day hving a heavy rain.......N i was sick....if not mistaken is high fever......my dad n mum utterly anxious........driving a car go almost 3 places clinic but the door has closed.....finally found a clinic....i can visualized my mum n dad has wet by the rain...n i'm still sleep in their hand....just i know that i'm suffering....hot....duno wat had happened....
I try to figure it out...my parents in that time very very care about me......take care of me in whole the time........

Now i'm getting mature.....now alrdy a teenager.....i hope that i can live indepandently....but cant cause i'm still studying...i nid money to pay fees n bla bla bla.....Now i just hope i can study well in the future find a well-easy-lots of money job to do.....haha.....not ec o~~
i hope that i can take care of my parents bt in reality i duno can do it ont cause many unknown situation will b happened......V duno wat gonna will b happened in the future......so i'm try my best to do wat i should do......so that i wont remorse in the whole life that i live in the world.........

wah.........just post shuang......^^

Waliao.........the H1N1 virus like a flu.....
N the chung hua 1st case of H1N1 is my friend's sister.......
geng..........
Seremban ppl.....plz take care of ur health........
Haha........I would like to say that God BLESS US..........PRAY MOre.........
ALIGATO KOSIGNIMAS...........

Hmm.....need to put more effort~~!!

2day so coincidence to meet my senior which is my previous addmaths teacher....just elder thn me 4 o 5 years........

He told me that or can consider to advise me not to study form 6 cause study form 6 not a smart choice for us......u know y??
This is be2 after the STPM exam u r probably unable to get the courses that u want o interested...this is y he go to collage after the approval letter from University has out....he cant get his anticipate couse...he dissapointed...
For example: (real)there r 60% of form 6 student cant get their interested course can almost 50% ppl go to the private collage......in my opinion why the goverment must do lai this...y??
Is because the places not enough?? On another hand,is be2 our result problem? or just the University wan the best student....others just throw to another U in the way of "watever"??
This is quit funny but it has happened...that i heard from my senior, my senior was a science stream student...bt he sent into a U by studying IT programmer.....waliao...izzit a mistaken o really from a word..."watever"?? What i meant is mayb the U has take a student but no place for his interested sub thn throw him to wat ever courses........OMG......really silly.......Ruin their future........perhaps it ruin my future too.......Why i want to study f6?? No money loh....
Nowadays,ppl in the world r realistic.......hmm.......

Back to the point...U know,when i was listen his word i hv a strong n vast feeling that i must work harder n harder.....to the my best result...
In fact,it is like make a ladder to reach the heaven......totally hard for me.....
Formally post has wrote about my feel.......
Once i decided i will do it no matter how critical situation it is.....just dun 1 to waste my time,energy n money.......i hope that i can surpass n overcome any problems that i faced.....

YO~not easy men......scare to face exam.......bt "bo bian"...f6 life....is my fate...my destiny.....
N i'm so luckly to met him today......it lead me to consider how to apply anthing after the STPM...think about my future n get the information to me to prepare my future "road".........

Haiz.........nid to put more effort to study jor.........T.T~~~~~~!!
Tired wu...........^^2day i swim till all the miserable,troble throw to the back of my mind.....^^
A nice exercise to relex myself^^

Today......i struggling....n worrying....

Today, is today............
Tomorrow, is tomorrow.....
Just want to let out my some unstable mood.....actually i decided to study form 6 is not to burden my parents... due to this i hv make a decison to study form 6...but than...
i realize form 6 getting hader n harder...friends around me complain that really hard n study like a hell....teacher rush the syallbus n my mind came out so many immense quistion mark....OMG...some havnt b digested new things come to me again....some luckly go for collage....some change stream...even some break of to study form 6.......

Form me.....not enough 3 months alrdy be tired of chasing syallbus....tution.....study...routine the same thing....damn boring.....damn not good.....always study study damn unhealthy.....my friends all go chase their dream....different school....wah....
In conclusion....i adapt the environment but my mind hvnt adapt this environment yet.......
Sometimes nid to do the things that i reluctant to do.......for instance,do homework....waliao....if i din din o try my homework i really duno n dun understand the syallbus.....
N somemore got 5 tuition........wakau.....i gona die die die....almost exhausted....if i not to tuition i know i really cant follow up wat teacher teach..........i almost delirium....

In addition,i anticipate my life will change better thn this....nid to balance my mood n my healthy.....not ec o.......i duno weather i got gv myself too much tension.....but i feel that i try to relex myself....i rememberd that this monday....sleep at class....after the vocation i totally tired......until now.....headache....stomachache.....perhaps its the symptom of presure....i not really like my class.....cause peer presure....all of them study study n study.....n i sure got ppl "badder" thn me lah......that y i try yo make myself calm down let out my unstabilize mood.......

I'm a person that "happy-go-luckly" in apperently...inside my heart.....quit intricate.....
Neither hedonistic nor passive thinker......just as ordinary person....sometimes passive sometimes optimist...just depand on my mood......erm......if i'm alone i will feel lonely....on the other hand....sometimes i enjoy alone....haha izzit contradictive?? ya....
If some thing happened to my i would like to stay alone to visualize,how n why.......
hmm......recently i'm sedentary to do anything....less involved in event....although i possess anyhings....i'm consider happiness...but i feel void inside my heart(alrdy accumulated long time ago)u knw why??
I nid God.....

Tell the truth I got another action to let out my temper.....
yell somebody...do something that unsual...bla bla bla...many....u ask my friends thn u will know......Its hard to reveal my deep side...my problem...but i'm a person that anything write on the face....u can know......hmm.......getting mature...my disguising getting better.....^^
try yo conceal somethigs purposely getting bad feel,excruciatingly.....
Haiz.....wat a humdrum environment.......idle study......
In reality.....i nid to face n do it......more suffer i nid to overcome it......
More challanging more interesting......more fierce to face it......i trust myself i'm not easy to unnerve not easy break of this challanging......i will do it n face my situation sturdyly......pray to God......just can pray.....i know i'm weak....hope God can hear my pray....got time i will share a testimony to u all........
In conclusion i struggling wonder i want caontinue my study o changr stream.....n wat i worry is my future.....bt i hv decided in here.....i will do it until i conquer all the problems.....
till here ....later nid to study again.......be4,nid to do facial......^^
beauty is not the only authority of gals o women....boys nid it too......^^

Seremban Baptish Church of Workship Team........^^

Haha.....our workship team has done the best in the Malaysia Baptish Convention....
In my opinion.....i not really know wat is the purpose of MBC in our country...
after i was involved in this MBC i understand wat their purpose n their mision n vision.... the picture on left side is the title of this conference....

I know a brother called "Ah shui" quit funny n he is a muscian in the singapura church.....
He lead our workship team in the 2nd nitez of workship n the third day of the morning workship......V learnt few new song from him n these songs r vry suitable for our church to sing n praise the Lord...........

In addtion,i wont forget to the seaside to relex myself n listen the wonderful wave's sound from the sea....i remembered that in the nitez time our workship team members sitting on the seaside n chatting lots of things.....
In this conference i know a paster his story vry interesting n compelling me to know more about it...haha.....

Actually i duno wat i should write.....just vry kek shui write in english....hard to explain....@@
haha......conclusion i was get bak my confident to face the God.....n that was a good experience to me.....smth that unable to describe.....

Home Alone......

Wow......i hv been a long time didn't stay at hum,alone......
It's quit quiet.....just can listen the sound of computer,the wind blow into my room and me....
Wah...that time i think if i'm live ina isolated island i will b a wacko...instead,delirium...talking to the sky,trees,animal,sea....waliao...it better let me go to the better world.....^^ just an imagination....haha.....2day my livestyle remain in a humdrum situation...nothing much more let me cheer up n nothing let me feel touch or angry.....actually of imy life go on in my rest of livelihood i will feel that is excruciating n torturing me.....
haha.......
^^

A day that i'm staying at home~~

Today i stay at hum almost 24 hr without going anywhere.....
It seem like peace n sedentary......for me....
I'm know my attitude is talkative....active......stay at hum for a moment will get boring...bla bla that types of person....
2day i felt that my friends r getting busy n busy.....
All hv their own way to run.....to chase their dream......to get a brighter future......
i'm doing this thing so.....bt just hard to explain....like my friends has been seperated....go here go there......felt void.....
wanna call some friends to yam cha still duno wanna call who.....
haiz.......
Is time to change to suit myself in a new environment....
time is getting go on......
life hv to go on......
i'm happy to hv memorable memory in my school life.......
i will appreciate it.....thx my friends.....^^

Yo YO.......nice to meet U all~~!!!

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