Wednesday, September 9, 2009

What do u think about ur life??

In my life...start from form 1 my life getting better and better.....until form 5 mayb my form 5 life is the most climax....for me....now i'm think i drop into the valley....hehe....i mean my busy life....but i more enjoy focus in study...cause form 6 i made a firmly decision for myself i must study mustn't waste time and try my best to get the best result.....i know i'm not that intellegence that is y i work hard...work harder that ppl...

In my opinion i always invoke "i'm not that clever,i must work harder that others ppl".....but for me...sth that i'm nt in passion on it i cant focus it....cant work it well....e.g sejarah...nt interested at all....the enthusiasm is crucial to compelling u to do it....no matter how ordeal,u r just try ur best to reach ur target...and the determionation from urself also vital to reach ur target....
A persevere is needed to make ur target to be successed also need alot of knowledge to step into ur success.... Ppl said knowledge is power...but for me...there aren't. The foremost is ur behaviour...ur behaviour(e.g passion,determination,courage and ect.) to complete ur ambition...secondly is ur knowledge...than ur knowledge will assist,this is your power.....

That is why ppl nid to study...to gain knowledge.....something that astonish me is i crave to get get more money by selling my skill and my knowledge....and aggle over every ounce with them finially i lose....be2 of my dady....(sorry is not convenience to tell u more i know its quit ambiguous)...let it b...now i nid money to futher traning my drum skill to b a professional drummer....and hv a fun in ochestra amuse myself and satisfy my desire....wakaka.....amateur drummer o astronomy also can.......cause i will more enjoy to do wat i want to do.....NOT only me.....everybody,60billons ppl in the world also laitis...

NOW my life just hv usual getting better thn previous.....accept the environment and accept the reality and try my best to obey the rules....and also try to participate any koko.....i mean about the organize of an event.....and also be consultant of all kind of event...wakaka.....cause no nid do bt just talk and give my opinion....hehe...suit me this type of lazy ppl.......ok......lastly,i hope got some philanthropist can sponsor me to learn drum??haha....joking ..how about my dad?? plz....i dun want burden my dad.....and i want b indepandenced and ease my family financial burden....as much as i can.....this is my target hv to reach....of course that is many target that i hv made....i hv to make it truth.....

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Izzit me?? and StupId SchOoL..........!!

HAiz...........2day stay at hum....for whole day.....duno y so enjoyable....haha....
Last time i wont "guai guai" stay at hum de........bt 2day so shock.......stay at hum study,watch movie,sleep,listen songs,and on9........hehe........

I really dun like go the stupid school......just like hving form 5 live....although the syallbus is different...but the stupid teacher want us do this and that....waste our money to buy that super uglg tie.....gv to the dog..the dog will dun want to wear the tie also.....and one name tag cost RM10....aiya..wat also talk about the money...USELESS...n...walao....teachers at there no brain want.....lack of leadership lack of planning lack of communication.....walao.....worst thn my secondary school.....

still hv 14months to stay at that stupid school....DEC is not count in....luckily....and also some of the teacher quit lazy.......pass her obligation to the new teacher and the combanation of classes..like tutorial...walao lagi teruk...(except phy)....i cant even concerntrate at all......go there waste time waste money......waste my energy and also waste my petrol..if din go school the attandance will b worst....haiz......just can b patience...

Duno how to say duno how to describe the school.....start from i stepped into the school alrdy struggle want to study form 6 ont......i make my final decision alrdy dun want burden my family so decided to study frm 6.....but after form 6....i duno i can go in U ont.....cause i konw once i cant b patience any more.....i sure will argue with teacher......violence MAYB cant b avoided...so I duno want how to do...and wat should do....just focus on study and participate on koko...as an ordinary member....ya ,it make me more relex to b a member....n no nid to plan to lead to argue.....

From my perspective....i DUN EVEN like this school....but friends....friends mayb can cause me to do sth that as a student wat should.......hehe.......this is wat i perceived from my self.......and i also hope that fast fast finish STPM......go somewhere that i want to go......and freedom....i nid this.........cause i dun like rules.....like a bird live in a cage......no freedom......die faster......^^

2day just this bit bit sharing.......next time got time i will write more and more detail....