Ya,didnt work at station 1 alrdy..kinda happy but another feeling is I Have no money to use...hmm..
I feel alone,no matter wat i did i do really feel alone,bt one gal that is important to me,cuz she touched my heart be4,ya indeed,she really touched my heart,that time i really happy...
Now,i hope to touch her heart,i'm trying the best to gv her a place to feel peace and when she facing danger and problems i hope she can turn back to me.
Well,i deeply attracted by her. She is beautiful,absolutely she is a special gal for me^^
Even i know the path that we hv to go is hard,bt I decided to overcome it. There are sth let me feel unsafe,is because i'm too worry about---------her.
At least i know there are different kind of love, I LOVE YOU, is easy to say bt LOVE included all the things that v know,LOVE is can said to b coped by ur beloved partner. But LOVE can b said is freedom.
I LOVE YOU. If you really love someone,u will give her/him the best, bt u hv to let her/him to choose which 1 is the best for her/him.
LOVE,is not a stupid word and not a stupid action, U LOVE SOMEONE u will WILLING to do anything for her/him.
I need her,bt i hope to b independent. Am i contradict ? No,u know y..?? because this is one of the way to love. The way i love her....can b said that always change,bt 1 thing i really confirm and stand with it is I DO NEVER CHANGE MY HEART SINCE I LOVE HER. I duno wat's our future gonna b~ At least i willing to anything for her. I hope she appreciate it. If i said i dont want any paidment frm her,is cheating you. Bt if i want,I hope her hearts is entirely belongs to me.
Am i greedy enough? Yes,i am. Entirely belongs to me it doesn't mean i cope her... Is I LOVE HER.
I duno how to describe my feeling now, bt i know wat i should do,and i know wat i'm doing. I'm clear enough,mayb my describtion got abit confuse,make it simple............
I need her now. I love her. I hope i can hold her hands walking along with me until I see the God.
I'm scare. I not enough confident. I'm too worry. I'm willing. I want her to b happy always. I want her to become a happiness everymoment. Did i think to myself? is a question.
I will enjoy the moment that v hv,overcome the problems togerther,gv you a super warm feeling to you,I appreciate wat you give me. I appreciate you.
I'm right here waiting you. Baby~
