Something happened on that week...
The impluse can really cause me to die....
The momentom is strong until i cant use shorter time to make it stop...
Now......i duno wat should i do...
Still got sth inside me...that make me...duno how to slove this...
take a deep breath........
Adjusting my mood....
Cried......
Scream...
pretand...
all of this just to make my self to release it...
lies...i hate it......
Previously i wont hv this kind of feeling....
But why......
God plz gv me wisdom to slove it....
I nid YOU....
My mood is real intricate
Unconscious.....
Pretend is not good and real suffer......
but hv to do it so.....bt i failed to do so....
I...................................................................
fine..........
