每个人在社会上都有自己的角色~!!

今天开了一部戏，片名叫“特种部队”,这部戏超感人的~！
在这部戏里，是说一对特种部队（像军人）去拯救两名人质，途中发生了意外，无法联系总部。。。。

这给了我一个感想，在社会上军人，警察为国捐躯，面对死亡，而我们坐在家里享受生活，有点。。。
这就是他们在社会上的角色，我们每个人在不同的领域扮演着一样重要的角色，对于我来说，在社会上我们可以自由选择我们要扮演的角色，可是不是每一个国家都能！
或许在这里，我们能~！
我要在商业界，投资界，扮演我的角色。
要变得富有并不是贪心，并不是爱钱；而是帮助其他需要帮助的人~！
很多人往往觉得富有的人应该做这样，做那样，给多一点税，等等。。。
可是，有没有人在想，富有的人，他们的背后故事是怎样的呢？
他们是怎样成功变成那么富有呢？

试问自己，我和他们（富有的人）的分别是什么呢？
他们拥有的是靠他们的本事，努力得来的~！
或许有人觉得，他们幸运啊，有贵人相助啊，等等。。。
但，在现实中没有那么多富有的人是靠以上的福气来变成富人，
在社会上，他们拥有独特的地位，但，并不特别！

他们是富人，可是他们一样是人，是上帝所爱的子民，
难道，上帝不爱穷人吗？
不，天父，一样爱穷人；祂的爱是给全世界的人，人人平等。

富人所拥有的智慧，是被经过挫败，跌倒，等等的痛苦经历得来的，
可是，他们在次在起来，不怕前面的路有多难行，不知道前面是一个怎样的路，可是他们勇于前行，不放弃。

就好像戏里的军队一样，不知道要面对的敌人是多么的危险，可是他们还得执行任务，面对着死亡。
我们，我，不一样，我们失败了不会死，失败了，就在来啊~
只要不做犯法，伤天害理的事就得了。

我，知道现在我还是要读好书，尽我所能得考好成绩，顺利毕业就行了，因为我会在这个世界上会有别具一格的成就，改变世界，就好像 Steve Job。拥有自己的风格与信念~！

这~就是我在社会上的角色!!

Fight For the BEST~!! 奋斗~!!

每个人都有自己的目标，自己的人生，
在你还有气息的时候，为自己的人生点上不同的色彩，
活出自己的样式，活出自己的人身，让生命变得精彩，
不管风雨有多大，不论障碍有多少，面对它，越过它，
因为风浪，困难，障碍，是我的朋友，
因为它们我变得聪明，变得有智慧；
因为它们我更加接近成功。

人身的色彩不在于我有多成功，而是面对困难的过程，
克服困难是为着成功的道路点上不同色彩的灯。

我，拥有的技能并不是最好的，但我有永不放弃的心--恒心。
朋友不是拿来利用，而是互相帮忙；
交朋友要用真心；

切记：
多一个朋友多一条路，少一个朋友多一道墙。
人生的色彩，除了亲情，爱情，还有友情~!!

wroking....^^

Well,Earn money is absolutely not easy....
I can say, Working is hard....
I told myself i want to learn RM 2000 per month....
Haha...izzit crazy dream...in this age?
Well serve God still hv to go on....
Bt my dream i will take it as a mission impossible...And i will make it possible....
Working at station 1 i saw many types of person...
Their way to speak...their personality.....
Well,Gambateh neh...^^
Fight it...^^Although is tired..
Experiences is needed for us to growth...
Enjoy my work and thn the money will come over you...^^
Dun work because of money...Bt work joyfully...^^
Tat's important...Time is just for us to know and realise and find out wat u want to b..and improve urself to become more mature..^^

Eventually~

到最后得到的是什么呢？

Why??

No why......i trust myself.....
Not i dont want to trust......
Is,i duno how to trust...
Not the 1st time being cheated...
I also a human ba rite??
YA....Automatically i know how to protect myself....
Things wont turn untill laitis....i cant stand with it...
Tears....worth to drop again??
Worth to think again??
I just hope got a pure,sweet and honest love.....
Just follow me wherever i go...
Why turns out laitat??
Problems come is both hv to take the responsible bt this times not me to take...
Obviously is not me to take....

A personel thinking.....

Different ppl has different thinking mayb just because of the different level of mind thinking.
Someone can mix it in a gang is bcuz they all hv the same topic,same target to acheive,same passion to fight wat they want...
Bt wat i found out,ppl will change,human can be affected by the environment,when a human has gone through something or they have experienced something,they will find out something vry valuable and priceless things frm that.
Fine,i know i'm real sad of this.
Wat i want to do? I duno.
Wat they nid to do? I duno.
Wat i wish to do now? Get away frm this kind of situation.
How would u do? Hope to hide to the underground,not to meet everyone.But can't.
Hv to face it.
我一直秉持着的原则“虽然不大会表达，但尽你所能去做你该做的事，只要是对的，你能改变一切的结局，只要努力永不放弃，一定会有明亮的一天。”
当然也不会太执着的去完成一件事，尽力就好，问心无愧。

2day.....the sky seem like so grey....

2day played badmiton with youth...running here and there non-stop around two and a half hours...i duno wat going to my mind wanna run away frm sth........
Energy used up,body get tired...bt cant do anything...
Well...today hv fun with my youth them...enjoy..laughing with them...^^
very tired wu~~^^

A week that i'm really......

Something happened on that week...
The impluse can really cause me to die....
The momentom is strong until i cant use shorter time to make it stop...
Now......i duno wat should i do...
Still got sth inside me...that make me...duno how to slove this...
take a deep breath........
Adjusting my mood....
Cried......
Scream...
pretand...
all of this just to make my self to release it...
lies...i hate it......
Previously i wont hv this kind of feeling....
But why......
God plz gv me wisdom to slove it....
I nid YOU....
My mood is real intricate
Unconscious.....
Pretend is not good and real suffer......
but hv to do it so.....bt i failed to do so....
I...................................................................
fine..........

hey long time no c.....

Hmm..............my blog seem to b lack of sth ya....
Ya recently diint blog alrdy....quite miss this place.....^^
Nvm start from now i think i will try to update my recent activity........
Mayb i still lack some skills to blog.....
For me.........i hv not much experience to blog ba...........just nid to share sth to u all...mayb my friends no enough my follower not much....hope that my blog can gv u all sth not just let u all c c loh.........haha..........just suddenly hv those passion to blog ba.....haha..........
erm.........exam is around the corner bt like no mood to study o.....hmm..........sad sad sad....
and this time my exam gona b die die die....T.T HELP~

A meaningfull christmas.....^^

This is my saman neh....~~

Hmm............
Christmas.......

The Christmas day,that day i was busying my christmas stuff........
The whole day,(If not mistaken) from 10am until 3pm doing my stuff,non stop...

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Arrange chairs,
Make a stage,
The way to arrange chairs,
many problems hv to solve on the spot.......

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Wow,tiring.....................
And also torturing my brain.......
Cuz i dun like to think de....^^
Especially how to solve problems in an event.....
Luckly,that day blessed by God.......
Weather,Food,amount of ppl,all out my expectation......
And from this event i experienced God caring of me, erm, all of us...
and wat HE done it has His own order......
Indeed,i hv learnt alot in this event and pulling my heart bak to youth.....
Thx God....
Bt i know myself well,
Till nw i quit mischievous ,

NAUGHTY is not for me......^^

Also i enjoyed..........
I enjoyed all the time,i hv a good memory..........

admitted,I'm tried my best.........
Is cream de la cream..........^^
Although is tiring for me...........
But.........
Its a meaningfull christmas...........^^

Wah.............BuSy holiday....^^

Yeah....................
1st,hv to tell myself "I must enjoy and appreciate this moment......or else u will regret o!!"
Ya,these few days i hv been busy my christmas stuff.....
Of cuz,next few days i will b more busy......cuz christmas is around the corner....!!
I'm here to wish u all a early MERRY CHRISTMAS.....^^

Ya,my feeling problems.....finally......settel......^^

Hmm,originally i planned this holiday wanna full use of time to study.......
However,
My mood doesn't follow my instruction...
keep on no mood study.....
delay and delay keep on finding excuses........T.T
I find out sth.........
Many ppl also similar with me o....^^


Didnt touch book at all.......^^

Erm,Ya,there few day my pocket money flow out like a water......
Bt,its worth..................................................^^
And i hope money can automatically come to find me....^^
Sure hv to pray loh.............
Bt.......................
Hmm....................

And,i find out...............
Actually i quit.........influence ppl......
Erm,wat i said wat i done,i not really remember......bt got a ppl told me that my words my action alrdy changing their mindset there own weaknesss......^^
Haha........perhaps my mouth can influence ppl walking to a bright future,think positively,encourage them.......bla bla bla....
In the mean time, I also changing myself.......^^
Erm,learn how to b a (respective,well palnning,attractive,more responsible,and more and more.....) guy.........^^

Sometimes,i can teach ppl well.....console,incentive and encourage them....bla bla bla..
Sometimes,i cant do it.........Cause.....I also a human ma...nid ppl to encourage me,to console me...WHEN i'm weak.......

By and large..................

I'm a human also.........
Will done sth wrong......
Condone is necessary for me and u all........

2day i get a "saman".....T.T

Hehe....1st times experiecse o^^
Today i went to tuition about 8.30am.....
Be4 i was go out I realised that my car has been drive by my dad....
Hehe,go "refill" fuel for me a~~^^
Thn sure will late de loh,cuz my ttn start at 8.30am.....

K,my dad was bak....
Thn u know me wat....speed.....to ttn.....
And thn,i parked my car near the pasar there loh....thn that time i was thought no nid put so many money de lah...nobody will check de GUA......
Hmm,thn i just put in 50sen oli.....

Whn i reached my ttn centre....aiya...ppl ask me did u put token into the wat wat parking meter a....duno wat should call the stupid thing......

K,after finished my ttn....went to my car and thn...............^^
Quit tranquil,and i realised my car got a long long de paper wor....
Whn i saw..............And got witnesses also o~~
Oh,SAMAN o~~^^
Thn phone my dad and told him I kena saman jor......T.T
That time,i really felt that i'm unfortune o~~
Haiz........
Thn nvm loh,God gave me a good experience to receive a saman....^^
Actually not a big deal lah........
Just 1st times received a SAMAN.......

Hmm,once the problem can b solved with money.....There is nothing to worry about...
Cuz v can earn money wat.....Earn money,Use money..normal wat....A natural cycle o^^

So next time once u get Saman should call ur dad 1st mayb can pay less o....^^

Next time show u the pic(saman)....^^



Erm,about my feeling again o!!
Actually i dun want to think much jor de....
Bt duno y the feeling...quit strong xia de....make me......insomia gua.....
Duno,i hope God can lead me...
Let me know how and what should I do loh........
Hmmm.........so one day.......dia will know my feeling de.....
Why i wanna let dia know leh......??
Cuz i dun want to regret,Dun want to miss dia....
Hope Hope..........erm dun want tel u all 1st.....^^

Feeling....II....Holding a chance.......

Hmm,actually these few days quit struggling about my feeling....

I duno how to do....

But its really make me uncomfortable.....

Wanna tell.......

It's not a suitable time......

I hv confirmed my feeling........

I duno what kind of feeling...........has......

This kind of feeling......its natural....

Just like a friendship......the "connections" between u n my friends is form naturally....

I duno how long I can keep this feeling inside my heart....

Patience...............



I think I can keep it......


I hv no idea to solve this kind of feeling..........


Its vry intricated...........


It's depand on me.........



But...............


I scare..........


Afraid that......


Haiz...................



I think mayb there isn't a time for me to tell my feeling to.........


I know, God will make a way for me.............


I duno why.......bt thanks God........


And..............



I assured.......


If I get the chance.......i will hold it........i wont miss it........


I will..............

Feelings..........

There are many types of feelings in out humanity,no matter how v behave how v act....the feeling that inside ur heart will "float" out in ur behaviour....
As v can notice that people have different personality. In the world,there r billions of ppl live in this holy land and this land has lots of different personalities...
A person such as me,i'm a human,sure...(sorry,just an introduction) i hv different personality,in these personalities,some r good some r bad....rite??(asking useless Q)^^
So no human is a perfect human except,JESUS.HE is the one who had been a human...He is perfect. He is a perfect human. Nobody like Him,because He is God's son. That is why our human hv to learn from Him....^^

Feelings come from our truth personality,a truth side of the ppl....V cant cover or even hide our feeling inside our heart,although v can pretend it through our gesture or our outside look.
But non of us can conceal our sadness,happiness,and ect.

I will ask why our human hv such feelings??
And i found out the ans,
Try to think in different perspective,
1st, if v dun hv feeling how should v go to communicate with each others??
For instance,i'm crying...thn ppl know sth is happened to me..they can guess the inccident erm....not good to me,feel sad.....
2nd, when v happy feel proud enjoying sth,sure,v will smile,laugh,or mayb hv joys of tear.....ect. Ppl can make a speculation and know sth making us vry happy,a good inccident...bla bla bla..
so feel happy....

All these kind of things v cant hide,and the feel that u hv cant b hidden....is normal....
As a norm person,v hv to experience all kind of feelings....like joys,happy,angry,anxious,sad,moody...............many a~~
2day,i just wanna to tell u all and also remind me......
feelings no matter to who to what kind of things to wat knod of event o inccident,just express it out......b an original ppl tht u r......bad charateristics v change,good humanity v maintain it....

Feelings that created by GOD,tht all r unique......so appreciate it and b a good humanity,hv a great moral values also as a role model to our friends o ur siblings....
Yes finally tired,just nw phone ppl and ppl phone me make me not sleepy,now sleepy alrdy later continue part II....

By and large,feelings to a person that r extremely crucial its promote a comunication between ppl, understand each others,and many many "functions".....^^

that ppl ya.......should appreciate my saliva and my energy to chat with u....^^
Just u and me de secret....shhhhhhhh.................^^sleep loh...morning....

FIRST times~~~~~..........

Hey guys,its been a long time neh......
First,i hv to thx GOD gave me a good experienced......and also for those who pay there condolence to me...thx a..now i'm getting better and fully recover soon...
Previously,i hv been busy my study form day until night quit tired bt at least that is the way to make me acheive my goal......haha....my target,FULL As o~~ not easy,hope to get it...i know,bt i can make it....

Well planning,carry out wat i hv planned,follow the schedule,yes....i make it...i really make it.....it's truth,not lie to anybody......... i can do it according to my plan....just duno how to emphasize the topic and catch wat the questions wanted....

Exam was go well....1 paper passed,2nd papper passed,and etc....quit fun and exited....BUT after the maths paper on that day nitez,my stomach start to pain.....wasai,thn i fast fast go on my bed to sleep.....next day.about 6am i thought it was gastric...thn wait until 9am mum bring me to clinic and the doctor also said gastric......bak hum.......bt still pain.....vomit,painful,suffering,.....haiz....terrible that time...

Slept all the time...but duno y the pain stilll doesn't reduce bt getting more pain and pain....haiz.....until nitez go seek for second doctor......he said it was "feng tong"...not mang chang yan....bt mayb it also mang chang yan....(cause that time the doc press my abdomen-down right of my abdomen) not so pain and my respond just ok loh pain pain di....if mang chang yan i will b vry painful...so,again bak hum....untill 11sth wasai........beh tahan....my parent straigh away sent me to hospital....the doc take my blood for blood test...if white blood cells higher thn red blood cells thn it exactly is a mang chang yan....and the result was....expected.....thn sleep at hospital a nite cause be4 the operation i had ate sth so hv to wait 6 hrs......that nitez i was alone....

Next day,parent came to hospital and woke me up......thn around 8am i was pushed into the surgery room...and became unconscious......(i duno how the doctor do the operation on my body lah......) haha........until i awake...the painful reduced but just my scar there still pain....entirely the painful was reduced......haha.......so now at home rest....enjoyable bt not fun at all....it cost my parent quit amount of money too.....

Anyway 1st times experienced excruciate in 24 hrs......u know....whole day live in pain leh......excruciatingly....T.T...
Now feel more better sat hv to sit the MUET exam.....T.T
haha.........so,next time if u all got such pain especially right down side of the abdomen must go hospital o....

What do u think about ur life??

In my life...start from form 1 my life getting better and better.....until form 5 mayb my form 5 life is the most climax....for me....now i'm think i drop into the valley....hehe....i mean my busy life....but i more enjoy focus in study...cause form 6 i made a firmly decision for myself i must study mustn't waste time and try my best to get the best result.....i know i'm not that intellegence that is y i work hard...work harder that ppl...

In my opinion i always invoke "i'm not that clever,i must work harder that others ppl".....but for me...sth that i'm nt in passion on it i cant focus it....cant work it well....e.g sejarah...nt interested at all....the enthusiasm is crucial to compelling u to do it....no matter how ordeal,u r just try ur best to reach ur target...and the determionation from urself also vital to reach ur target....
A persevere is needed to make ur target to be successed also need alot of knowledge to step into ur success.... Ppl said knowledge is power...but for me...there aren't. The foremost is ur behaviour...ur behaviour(e.g passion,determination,courage and ect.) to complete ur ambition...secondly is ur knowledge...than ur knowledge will assist,this is your power.....

That is why ppl nid to study...to gain knowledge.....something that astonish me is i crave to get get more money by selling my skill and my knowledge....and aggle over every ounce with them finially i lose....be2 of my dady....(sorry is not convenience to tell u more i know its quit ambiguous)...let it b...now i nid money to futher traning my drum skill to b a professional drummer....and hv a fun in ochestra amuse myself and satisfy my desire....wakaka.....amateur drummer o astronomy also can.......cause i will more enjoy to do wat i want to do.....NOT only me.....everybody,60billons ppl in the world also laitis...

NOW my life just hv usual getting better thn previous.....accept the environment and accept the reality and try my best to obey the rules....and also try to participate any koko.....i mean about the organize of an event.....and also be consultant of all kind of event...wakaka.....cause no nid do bt just talk and give my opinion....hehe...suit me this type of lazy ppl.......ok......lastly,i hope got some philanthropist can sponsor me to learn drum??haha....joking ..how about my dad?? plz....i dun want burden my dad.....and i want b indepandenced and ease my family financial burden....as much as i can.....this is my target hv to reach....of course that is many target that i hv made....i hv to make it truth.....

Wow.........long time din pour out my real feeling alrdy...

Hmm......around this few weeks i hv overcome many problems and experiences gained into my growing stage....I learnt how to speak in a manners way and behave well in that place.....
Of course,at the school they hv no oppoturnity to c.......me behave like this...

just wanna tell u a testimony.....last time when i was at tuition center i played with my friends but duno how i make him angry alrdy....and scold me go bak home lah......thn i din say anything...just went bak to home.....once i stepped into my house i realised that i hv a date with my kai jie...OMG...in that moment i still cant remember i hv a date with her.....well eventually still can chase the time to watch movie....I can even now feel that God is besides me....He know me well He understand me thoroughly....I really thanks my Lord....

Another inciddent was happened recently.....my friend and my another friend just name it as X and Y......X and Y both of them actually misundersatnd each other....they started to quarrel due to small little things....finally both of them didn't speak amongst them...the caramaderie amongst them spoilted...this inccident progresses intricately and at the end be4 we hv a trip to P.D my friends Z as a intermediator bring them into a room and say or tell or argue just wanna them to settel their misunderstand......thanks GOD.....it settled and V go P.D to enjoy our indepandent days countdown.........and tay a night.....

About my school work.....wat i worry is i somewhat scare I cant handle it well....cause i know that what i'm doing in my class....just mischievous and cant concertrate in class especially on chy period....duno why.....and always want to chat with ppl....feel emptiness in my heart....duno o....I can alwys tell or console my friends to b strong and optimistic bla bla bla....sometimes i cant stand in this "position" cause i.........

Hmm....just hope that i can make myself to study WITH the enjoying ways and distinct and effective way to let me hv a good memory about the syllabus......

K lah.......wanna oi oi jor,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,^^

What happening to me?? What has happened to me??

This few days i wonder that i really suitable to take this challenge ont....??
STPM....this mayb a good experience to myself to grow in my part of life!!
I wondering that i can study ont....cause it really make me tired......
Undoubtedly,stressful...and headache....
Well,when i heard that got a student get a extremely good result in phy...i perish the thought....

This few days not only ordeal my mental to force myself to undersatnd the syallbus but also try to get a smart way to learn the syallbus.......All wat i done,thank GOD i get something n i found a way....bt it really exhausted my physically energy.....

One day,i hv found that my eyes hv blur visual on the board when i was copying the words on board...on that moment,my brain told me perhaps u hv short-sighteness....wow..this was my speculation.....i tended refuse to wear spectacles due to an incident...that time i was standard 6....deeply jab my heart...that's y i swear to my self no going to wear spectacles again...
Hmm....coincidently i found that i hv no short-sighteness but hv a diversion of light and long-signhteness...@@ all were my conjesture....dun take it serious FIRST....

So,come bak to my charater...i really duno why my unique charater will laitis....i suspect that i hv a fierce emotional temper....not only violent, but also bad charateristic....that cultivated in my heart....indeedly need a vocation...perhaps under a stress conditon can make me more mature but the tension from myself will kill me soon......Notwithstanding,i felt that i was persevere(formely) to reach my anticipate....but i cant even lull myself or gv me self ha a peace and stressless time............EXCEPT swimming and entertaiments.....
HAiz....most of the time stay in a competive environments...really take my life.....probably GOD has given me a good environment to train me instead to give me a preparation before i step into the REAL SOCIAL.....
Well...i hv no idea...HE has a plan on me....just follow.....

Wanna ask that where and which one is my weakness and talent....??(based on physically ,mentally, or charater or watever lah).....
Mind to write it down ur comment??
Dun worry i wont get angry on u.........

Haiz nid to study again lah..................T.T
really nid ppl care on me.........

till here.....

wah.........just post shuang......^^

Waliao.........the H1N1 virus like a flu.....
N the chung hua 1st case of H1N1 is my friend's sister.......
geng..........
Seremban ppl.....plz take care of ur health........
Haha........I would like to say that God BLESS US..........PRAY MOre.........
ALIGATO KOSIGNIMAS...........

Today......i struggling....n worrying....

Today, is today............
Tomorrow, is tomorrow.....
Just want to let out my some unstable mood.....actually i decided to study form 6 is not to burden my parents... due to this i hv make a decison to study form 6...but than...
i realize form 6 getting hader n harder...friends around me complain that really hard n study like a hell....teacher rush the syallbus n my mind came out so many immense quistion mark....OMG...some havnt b digested new things come to me again....some luckly go for collage....some change stream...even some break of to study form 6.......

Form me.....not enough 3 months alrdy be tired of chasing syallbus....tution.....study...routine the same thing....damn boring.....damn not good.....always study study damn unhealthy.....my friends all go chase their dream....different school....wah....
In conclusion....i adapt the environment but my mind hvnt adapt this environment yet.......
Sometimes nid to do the things that i reluctant to do.......for instance,do homework....waliao....if i din din o try my homework i really duno n dun understand the syallbus.....
N somemore got 5 tuition........wakau.....i gona die die die....almost exhausted....if i not to tuition i know i really cant follow up wat teacher teach..........i almost delirium....

In addition,i anticipate my life will change better thn this....nid to balance my mood n my healthy.....not ec o.......i duno weather i got gv myself too much tension.....but i feel that i try to relex myself....i rememberd that this monday....sleep at class....after the vocation i totally tired......until now.....headache....stomachache.....perhaps its the symptom of presure....i not really like my class.....cause peer presure....all of them study study n study.....n i sure got ppl "badder" thn me lah......that y i try yo make myself calm down let out my unstabilize mood.......

I'm a person that "happy-go-luckly" in apperently...inside my heart.....quit intricate.....
Neither hedonistic nor passive thinker......just as ordinary person....sometimes passive sometimes optimist...just depand on my mood......erm......if i'm alone i will feel lonely....on the other hand....sometimes i enjoy alone....haha izzit contradictive?? ya....
If some thing happened to my i would like to stay alone to visualize,how n why.......
hmm......recently i'm sedentary to do anything....less involved in event....although i possess anyhings....i'm consider happiness...but i feel void inside my heart(alrdy accumulated long time ago)u knw why??
I nid God.....

Tell the truth I got another action to let out my temper.....
yell somebody...do something that unsual...bla bla bla...many....u ask my friends thn u will know......Its hard to reveal my deep side...my problem...but i'm a person that anything write on the face....u can know......hmm.......getting mature...my disguising getting better.....^^
try yo conceal somethigs purposely getting bad feel,excruciatingly.....
Haiz.....wat a humdrum environment.......idle study......
In reality.....i nid to face n do it......more suffer i nid to overcome it......
More challanging more interesting......more fierce to face it......i trust myself i'm not easy to unnerve not easy break of this challanging......i will do it n face my situation sturdyly......pray to God......just can pray.....i know i'm weak....hope God can hear my pray....got time i will share a testimony to u all........
In conclusion i struggling wonder i want caontinue my study o changr stream.....n wat i worry is my future.....bt i hv decided in here.....i will do it until i conquer all the problems.....
till here ....later nid to study again.......be4,nid to do facial......^^
beauty is not the only authority of gals o women....boys nid it too......^^