一个单纯的我。

嗯~

每个人在社会上都有自己的角色~!!

今天开了一部戏，片名叫“特种部队”,这部戏超感人的~！
在这部戏里，是说一对特种部队（像军人）去拯救两名人质，途中发生了意外，无法联系总部。。。。

这给了我一个感想，在社会上军人，警察为国捐躯，面对死亡，而我们坐在家里享受生活，有点。。。
这就是他们在社会上的角色，我们每个人在不同的领域扮演着一样重要的角色，对于我来说，在社会上我们可以自由选择我们要扮演的角色，可是不是每一个国家都能！
或许在这里，我们能~！
我要在商业界，投资界，扮演我的角色。
要变得富有并不是贪心，并不是爱钱；而是帮助其他需要帮助的人~！
很多人往往觉得富有的人应该做这样，做那样，给多一点税，等等。。。
可是，有没有人在想，富有的人，他们的背后故事是怎样的呢？
他们是怎样成功变成那么富有呢？

试问自己，我和他们（富有的人）的分别是什么呢？
他们拥有的是靠他们的本事，努力得来的~！
或许有人觉得，他们幸运啊，有贵人相助啊，等等。。。
但，在现实中没有那么多富有的人是靠以上的福气来变成富人，
在社会上，他们拥有独特的地位，但，并不特别！

他们是富人，可是他们一样是人，是上帝所爱的子民，
难道，上帝不爱穷人吗？
不，天父，一样爱穷人；祂的爱是给全世界的人，人人平等。

富人所拥有的智慧，是被经过挫败，跌倒，等等的痛苦经历得来的，
可是，他们在次在起来，不怕前面的路有多难行，不知道前面是一个怎样的路，可是他们勇于前行，不放弃。

就好像戏里的军队一样，不知道要面对的敌人是多么的危险，可是他们还得执行任务，面对着死亡。
我们，我，不一样，我们失败了不会死，失败了，就在来啊~
只要不做犯法，伤天害理的事就得了。

我，知道现在我还是要读好书，尽我所能得考好成绩，顺利毕业就行了，因为我会在这个世界上会有别具一格的成就，改变世界，就好像 Steve Job。拥有自己的风格与信念~！

这~就是我在社会上的角色!!

Fight For the BEST~!! 奋斗~!!

每个人都有自己的目标，自己的人生，
在你还有气息的时候，为自己的人生点上不同的色彩，
活出自己的样式，活出自己的人身，让生命变得精彩，
不管风雨有多大，不论障碍有多少，面对它，越过它，
因为风浪，困难，障碍，是我的朋友，
因为它们我变得聪明，变得有智慧；
因为它们我更加接近成功。

人身的色彩不在于我有多成功，而是面对困难的过程，
克服困难是为着成功的道路点上不同色彩的灯。

我，拥有的技能并不是最好的，但我有永不放弃的心--恒心。
朋友不是拿来利用，而是互相帮忙；
交朋友要用真心；

切记：
多一个朋友多一条路，少一个朋友多一道墙。
人生的色彩，除了亲情，爱情，还有友情~!!

I'm Back~^^

好久没回来咯~
哈哈。。。真的。。

上了大学，才发现，原来我喜欢大学的生活哦~^^
以前，现在~

小学考试时，我要拿100分；
中学考试时，我要拿A；
大学考试时，我要PASS 罢了，不要retake!!

大学的生活真的很享受，可是最那你命的是考试的那个月~osh~really wanna die loh..T.T
以前，用一整年的时间去读几十样科目，现在用几个礼拜去“吞”完全不科目，要命的咯~
哈哈。。。
是时候放松自己，尽力吧~

我在想，以前的我一直在追我的成绩，想要比别人更好，但到头来，是自己累了，倦了，
而且，这些并不是我想要的生活，
成绩只是一张纸，看得时你怎样用功去读书，看你会不会乖乖去读死板板的东西。
成绩只是给你一张好印象的票，并不代表你是很厉害，或许只在知识上，不是你的品行。
一个有知识的人，又有才华，还有很好的品行，可以找到很好的工作。

如果，一位什么也没有的人，但他有梦想，有目标，有恒心，又有勇气去克服困难，失败了再站起来直到达到他的梦想的才是一位真正的有好成绩的人。
我现在就要成为这种人。。。哈哈。。
书，一定要读;
梦，一定要成；
难，一定要克；
功，一定会到。

我要成为一位亿万富翁，是我的梦想，是我的成绩。
Money is not everything, but everything is money.
钱不是万能，但，没钱是万万不能。

这条路不易走，可是我选择了，一定会完成它，因为它是我的梦！

It's a New Life for me~But there is some problem to me..

Ya,didnt work at station 1 alrdy..kinda happy but another feeling is I Have no money to use...hmm..

I feel alone,no matter wat i did i do really feel alone,bt one gal that is important to me,cuz she touched my heart be4,ya indeed,she really touched my heart,that time i really happy...

Now,i hope to touch her heart,i'm trying the best to gv her a place to feel peace and when she facing danger and problems i hope she can turn back to me.

Well,i deeply attracted by her. She is beautiful,absolutely she is a special gal for me^^
Even i know the path that we hv to go is hard,bt I decided to overcome it. There are sth let me feel unsafe,is because i'm too worry about---------her.

At least i know there are different kind of love, I LOVE YOU, is easy to say bt LOVE included all the things that v know,LOVE is can said to b coped by ur beloved partner. But LOVE can b said is freedom.

I LOVE YOU. If you really love someone,u will give her/him the best, bt u hv to let her/him to choose which 1 is the best for her/him.
LOVE,is not a stupid word and not a stupid action, U LOVE SOMEONE u will WILLING to do anything for her/him.

I need her,bt i hope to b independent. Am i contradict ? No,u know y..?? because this is one of the way to love. The way i love her....can b said that always change,bt 1 thing i really confirm and stand with it is I DO NEVER CHANGE MY HEART SINCE I LOVE HER. I duno wat's our future gonna b~ At least i willing to anything for her. I hope she appreciate it. If i said i dont want any paidment frm her,is cheating you. Bt if i want,I hope her hearts is entirely belongs to me.

Am i greedy enough? Yes,i am. Entirely belongs to me it doesn't mean i cope her... Is I LOVE HER.

I duno how to describe my feeling now, bt i know wat i should do,and i know wat i'm doing. I'm clear enough,mayb my describtion got abit confuse,make it simple............

I need her now. I love her. I hope i can hold her hands walking along with me until I see the God.
I'm scare. I not enough confident. I'm too worry. I'm willing. I want her to b happy always. I want her to become a happiness everymoment. Did i think to myself? is a question.
I will enjoy the moment that v hv,overcome the problems togerther,gv you a super warm feeling to you,I appreciate wat you give me. I appreciate you.


I'm right here waiting you. Baby~

wroking....^^

Well,Earn money is absolutely not easy....
I can say, Working is hard....
I told myself i want to learn RM 2000 per month....
Haha...izzit crazy dream...in this age?
Well serve God still hv to go on....
Bt my dream i will take it as a mission impossible...And i will make it possible....
Working at station 1 i saw many types of person...
Their way to speak...their personality.....
Well,Gambateh neh...^^
Fight it...^^Although is tired..
Experiences is needed for us to growth...
Enjoy my work and thn the money will come over you...^^
Dun work because of money...Bt work joyfully...^^
Tat's important...Time is just for us to know and realise and find out wat u want to b..and improve urself to become more mature..^^

Released~

Well some kind of "problems" had solved...
bt there r still many challenge waiting me to "accept" it..go through it...
All the best...life just begin...

Eventually~

到最后得到的是什么呢？

Why??

No why......i trust myself.....
Not i dont want to trust......
Is,i duno how to trust...
Not the 1st time being cheated...
I also a human ba rite??
YA....Automatically i know how to protect myself....
Things wont turn untill laitis....i cant stand with it...
Tears....worth to drop again??
Worth to think again??
I just hope got a pure,sweet and honest love.....
Just follow me wherever i go...
Why turns out laitat??
Problems come is both hv to take the responsible bt this times not me to take...
Obviously is not me to take....

彼此相爱

A personel thinking.....

Different ppl has different thinking mayb just because of the different level of mind thinking.
Someone can mix it in a gang is bcuz they all hv the same topic,same target to acheive,same passion to fight wat they want...
Bt wat i found out,ppl will change,human can be affected by the environment,when a human has gone through something or they have experienced something,they will find out something vry valuable and priceless things frm that.
Fine,i know i'm real sad of this.
Wat i want to do? I duno.
Wat they nid to do? I duno.
Wat i wish to do now? Get away frm this kind of situation.
How would u do? Hope to hide to the underground,not to meet everyone.But can't.
Hv to face it.
我一直秉持着的原则“虽然不大会表达，但尽你所能去做你该做的事，只要是对的，你能改变一切的结局，只要努力永不放弃，一定会有明亮的一天。”
当然也不会太执着的去完成一件事，尽力就好，问心无愧。

不是很难~

我要的东西其实很简单，简简单单地几句话就够了。。。。。

2day.....the sky seem like so grey....

2day played badmiton with youth...running here and there non-stop around two and a half hours...i duno wat going to my mind wanna run away frm sth........
Energy used up,body get tired...bt cant do anything...
Well...today hv fun with my youth them...enjoy..laughing with them...^^
very tired wu~~^^

A week that i'm really......

Something happened on that week...
The impluse can really cause me to die....
The momentom is strong until i cant use shorter time to make it stop...
Now......i duno wat should i do...
Still got sth inside me...that make me...duno how to slove this...
take a deep breath........
Adjusting my mood....
Cried......
Scream...
pretand...
all of this just to make my self to release it...
lies...i hate it......
Previously i wont hv this kind of feeling....
But why......
God plz gv me wisdom to slove it....
I nid YOU....
My mood is real intricate
Unconscious.....
Pretend is not good and real suffer......
but hv to do it so.....bt i failed to do so....
I...................................................................
fine..........

hey long time no c.....

Hmm..............my blog seem to b lack of sth ya....
Ya recently diint blog alrdy....quite miss this place.....^^
Nvm start from now i think i will try to update my recent activity........
Mayb i still lack some skills to blog.....
For me.........i hv not much experience to blog ba...........just nid to share sth to u all...mayb my friends no enough my follower not much....hope that my blog can gv u all sth not just let u all c c loh.........haha..........just suddenly hv those passion to blog ba.....haha..........
erm.........exam is around the corner bt like no mood to study o.....hmm..........sad sad sad....
and this time my exam gona b die die die....T.T HELP~

A new year day.....^^

Happy New Year!!
This year althoungh hv to face all the new challenges bt this year is a blessed new year^^
Study~~
Result~~
This is the most pressurise me.....T.T
Bt......

God is the hope of God...
Sure i trust Him can bring me,lead me to overcome all this chanllenges...^^

Happy new year...^^

A meaningfull christmas.....^^

This is my saman neh....~~

Hmm............
Christmas.......

The Christmas day,that day i was busying my christmas stuff........
The whole day,(If not mistaken) from 10am until 3pm doing my stuff,non stop...

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Arrange chairs,
Make a stage,
The way to arrange chairs,
many problems hv to solve on the spot.......

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Wow,tiring.....................
And also torturing my brain.......
Cuz i dun like to think de....^^
Especially how to solve problems in an event.....
Luckly,that day blessed by God.......
Weather,Food,amount of ppl,all out my expectation......
And from this event i experienced God caring of me, erm, all of us...
and wat HE done it has His own order......
Indeed,i hv learnt alot in this event and pulling my heart bak to youth.....
Thx God....
Bt i know myself well,
Till nw i quit mischievous ,

NAUGHTY is not for me......^^

Also i enjoyed..........
I enjoyed all the time,i hv a good memory..........

admitted,I'm tried my best.........
Is cream de la cream..........^^
Although is tiring for me...........
But.........
Its a meaningfull christmas...........^^

Wah.............BuSy holiday....^^

Yeah....................
1st,hv to tell myself "I must enjoy and appreciate this moment......or else u will regret o!!"
Ya,these few days i hv been busy my christmas stuff.....
Of cuz,next few days i will b more busy......cuz christmas is around the corner....!!
I'm here to wish u all a early MERRY CHRISTMAS.....^^

Ya,my feeling problems.....finally......settel......^^

Hmm,originally i planned this holiday wanna full use of time to study.......
However,
My mood doesn't follow my instruction...
keep on no mood study.....
delay and delay keep on finding excuses........T.T
I find out sth.........
Many ppl also similar with me o....^^


Didnt touch book at all.......^^

Erm,Ya,there few day my pocket money flow out like a water......
Bt,its worth..................................................^^
And i hope money can automatically come to find me....^^
Sure hv to pray loh.............
Bt.......................
Hmm....................

And,i find out...............
Actually i quit.........influence ppl......
Erm,wat i said wat i done,i not really remember......bt got a ppl told me that my words my action alrdy changing their mindset there own weaknesss......^^
Haha........perhaps my mouth can influence ppl walking to a bright future,think positively,encourage them.......bla bla bla....
In the mean time, I also changing myself.......^^
Erm,learn how to b a (respective,well palnning,attractive,more responsible,and more and more.....) guy.........^^

Sometimes,i can teach ppl well.....console,incentive and encourage them....bla bla bla..
Sometimes,i cant do it.........Cause.....I also a human ma...nid ppl to encourage me,to console me...WHEN i'm weak.......

By and large..................

I'm a human also.........
Will done sth wrong......
Condone is necessary for me and u all........

2day i get a "saman".....T.T

Hehe....1st times experiecse o^^
Today i went to tuition about 8.30am.....
Be4 i was go out I realised that my car has been drive by my dad....
Hehe,go "refill" fuel for me a~~^^
Thn sure will late de loh,cuz my ttn start at 8.30am.....

K,my dad was bak....
Thn u know me wat....speed.....to ttn.....
And thn,i parked my car near the pasar there loh....thn that time i was thought no nid put so many money de lah...nobody will check de GUA......
Hmm,thn i just put in 50sen oli.....

Whn i reached my ttn centre....aiya...ppl ask me did u put token into the wat wat parking meter a....duno wat should call the stupid thing......

K,after finished my ttn....went to my car and thn...............^^
Quit tranquil,and i realised my car got a long long de paper wor....
Whn i saw..............And got witnesses also o~~
Oh,SAMAN o~~^^
Thn phone my dad and told him I kena saman jor......T.T
That time,i really felt that i'm unfortune o~~
Haiz........
Thn nvm loh,God gave me a good experience to receive a saman....^^
Actually not a big deal lah........
Just 1st times received a SAMAN.......

Hmm,once the problem can b solved with money.....There is nothing to worry about...
Cuz v can earn money wat.....Earn money,Use money..normal wat....A natural cycle o^^

So next time once u get Saman should call ur dad 1st mayb can pay less o....^^

Next time show u the pic(saman)....^^



Erm,about my feeling again o!!
Actually i dun want to think much jor de....
Bt duno y the feeling...quit strong xia de....make me......insomia gua.....
Duno,i hope God can lead me...
Let me know how and what should I do loh........
Hmmm.........so one day.......dia will know my feeling de.....
Why i wanna let dia know leh......??
Cuz i dun want to regret,Dun want to miss dia....
Hope Hope..........erm dun want tel u all 1st.....^^

Feeling....II....Holding a chance.......

Hmm,actually these few days quit struggling about my feeling....

I duno how to do....

But its really make me uncomfortable.....

Wanna tell.......

It's not a suitable time......

I hv confirmed my feeling........

I duno what kind of feeling...........has......

This kind of feeling......its natural....

Just like a friendship......the "connections" between u n my friends is form naturally....

I duno how long I can keep this feeling inside my heart....

Patience...............



I think I can keep it......


I hv no idea to solve this kind of feeling..........


Its vry intricated...........


It's depand on me.........



But...............


I scare..........


Afraid that......


Haiz...................



I think mayb there isn't a time for me to tell my feeling to.........


I know, God will make a way for me.............


I duno why.......bt thanks God........


And..............



I assured.......


If I get the chance.......i will hold it........i wont miss it........


I will..............